lin❥
havent been going on very smoothly nowadays.
i dont knw why
but, seriously i dislike the feeling..
hoping it would turn for the best
that, it's not what i imagined.
that, i was just thinking too much.
i dont knw.
the impact is pretty awful.
i cldnt see myself looking forward to hols anymore.
why, i dont really knw.
perhaps cus i started to fear going forward,
going to another stage of life.
if, i were to walk by myself
if, i were to be without him
if, things were to change
i just cldnt bear the thought.
i wished things would pause as it is. few mths back.
blissful enough.
blissful enough to make me smile,
make me feel loved.
blissful enough to keep me going.
sadness, i'll learn to endure it myself
just like what was expected.
gee,
awful
awful
awful
awful
awful
awful
awful
awful
awful
awful
awful
awful
distance is just a test to see how far love can travel
11:23 PM