the beautiful days and nights we had was what i missed.
turn around and reminiscence, it's often not there
just like i hope we can have them more often
but will all of these just turn into some kind of extravagance?
something which im not suppose to wish for.
the feeling of love is necessity,
but wanting to possess more than that becomes a kind of extravagance,
which will turn out to be possession, an incurable form of reliant.
then often ends up in the state of dysphoria
if love is worth waiting,
then it is worth having.
likewise.