been trying to free myself from all the negative thoughts,
but never succeeded.
sleeping became a drug,
a drug to make me forget for that few hours.
got no idea how long this gonna last.
like a non-return journey.
havent had this feeling for a really long time,
the insecurity.
the feeling of being abandoned somewhere in time.
as though im losing grip of something.
gloomy and dispirited.
on another side,
it's our 16th monthsary.
but, slipped both of our minds.
it used to be a day where, i would secretly countdown to.
just like how i would countdown to special occasions.
feel so excited and all.
although nothing is gonna happen on that particular day
it just makes me feel happy.
but i stopped counting down.
be it birthdays, any festive seasons
or any kind of occasions.
the only day i would countdown to would probably be the day which, i will be in the arms of home.
on a brighter side,
it's supposed to be a memorable date.
i cherish our everything
much love ♥Labels: pass the cold in torpid state